Don't even know what day it is...

153. My life is so hectic right now. I don't even have time to update here.

Day 4...

154.8. Pretty unimpressive. I give credit to the 5 sweedish fish, 5 goldfish crackers, and bite of taco that I ate. I won't be doing that again. Hopefully tomorrow is better.

Day 3...

155.2. So, last night really sucked. The kids were up like 10 times, and I was having digestive issues all night (and continue to have them now). At least the scale is being nice to me.

Day 2...

So, I messed up my ticker yesterday, but I fixed it for today. Today's weight was 158.0. I accidentally ate a sweedish fish yesterday, but made up for it by only having chicken once, no caffeine, and tons of water. Today I feel okay. Headache (probably from caffeine, but oh well). It's better to have a headache then to be fat.

Here we go again...

I've let myself down too many times to give up this time. I love food, but not as much as I would love to actually feel confident and happy in my own skin. I've decided this time that I will reward myself if I can actually get down to my goal weight, which is somewhere between 110 and 120. I want to feel confident in a bikini, and I'm at an age where its important that I get my shit together, unless i want to have ugly saggy skin. So here goes nothin...